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just try to tell him something now

3:11 AM

it's not like he's trying to prompt it

I am the one typing this

3:12 AM

Wes also has trouble thinking (not typing) when we are on discord talking

what kind of stuff does he ask you in general? some boring stuff?

But outside of me being 'switched in' I don't talk unprompted

i think if you talked to him when switched in you would build a habit of talking to him out of your will, even if you are not around you would just pop in randomly

what kind of stuff does he ask you in general? some boring stuff?

@KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧ (@KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk) - jump Well, we do not particularly have a reason or motivation to, besides Wesley's "i think this should happen." We don't generally have personal motivation to do things

3:15 AM

We just talk when talked to, and sleep when we aren't

what do you want to talk to him about?

3:15 AM

in general

3:15 AM

how would you change the conversations you have

what is there talk about? I don't even remember what we talk about. We don't speak often. The only ones that really speak often are Kylah and Lynn. He occasionally mentions me to himself, and im just sort of there, but not speaking.

yeah that's what i thought

3:17 AM

you just don't have anything to talk about

3:17 AM

so you are quite passive at the moment

As i said, we lack any sort of personal motivation to "do", so there is no reason to do

you can talk to him about it

We talk better with other people than we do with him, he is not particularly good at conversation.

he is good at conversation with us, and you are good too

Usually conversation is kylee being silly and snuggling him, or lynn snuggling him and maybe being silly.

3:20 AM

he is good at conversation with us, and you are good too

@KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧ (@KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk) - jump Because there is more to talk about with others if that makes sense. We share information seamlessly, there isn't anything to explain, so on, so forth.

do you have same perspective on stuff?

Hmm, me being switched in like this has our head feeling odd, and like wes said earlier, us as a Point Of Awareness doesn't really change, just who is doing stuff.

3:22 AM

do you have same perspective on stuff?

@KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧ (@KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk) - jump I would say usually, yes.

i mean perspective as in attitude and opinions

I cannot recall any disagreements between any of us

ok so what i think might help you would be to have some time for yourself on discord sometimes for whole day

3:24 AM

you need more experienes that are exclusively yours

3:24 AM

you make your own friends, maybe join a server by yourself

Us "sleepy"(or quiet, i suppose) tulpas have the general attitude of "there is no reason to care about doing stuff when there is nothing to do, we will probably be more active when there is more to do internally (relevant to phantasia skill)

3:25 AM

ok so what i think might help you would be to have some time for yourself on discord sometimes for whole day

@KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧ (@KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk) - jump I recall a particular time last year, or maybe multiple, when lynn essentially was on for 2 weeks

3:26 AM

I am starting to lose my generally calm state of mind for some reason, I think there is some influence from Wes. I don't really enjoy being impatient with my typing, I don't like making grammar errors when possible either.

personally i don't care about grammar errors lol

you need more experienes that are exclusively yours

@KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧ (@KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk) - jump Kylah will sometimes wake up during PT. She will usually proceed to tease Wesley for a bit and then his attention span cuts her off, and she just goes dormant again.

KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧

personally i don't care about grammar errors lol

Grammar is for old natural language processing, modern one will understand whatever you throw at it lol (edited)

personally i don't care about grammar errors lol

@KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧ (@KiTkAT( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧/jk) - jump It is just how I developed, at first it was one of the main things that separated our actions when I spoke. I would use proper grammar until it became natural, I also have a more focused mind space if that makes sense.

3:30 AM

The mind feels very calm, a bit slow, and much more focused when I front

Cassidy

The mind feels very calm, a bit slow, and much more focused when I front

Thats a big change of perspective

yeah sounds like it

Speaking of going to get more experience, I am going to fill Wesley's water bottle.

anyway i think if you want to develop what lolcery wants you might benefit from switching in for days, talking to people, browsing internet, and you prompting him for conversations in head while you do it occasionally

KiTTiKaTTy( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧

anyway i think if you want to develop what lolcery wants you might benefit from switching in for days, talking to people, browsing internet, and you prompting him for conversations in head while you do it occasionally

Thats what we did to grow fast hehe

3:34 AM

katie would go to uni and do my day

After long talking sessions we tend to get a 'boost' of whatever quality wesley thinks we are in need of

3:35 AM

I am also unsure of what the quality is, but I also hardly care.

is there anyone in there that cares more than you?

Mostly Wesley and Lynn.

anyway i need to go to sleep, it's 3:37am

3:37 AM

goodnight!

4:37 here (edited)

I also just recalled that at some point the proper grammar stuff became less important, I suppose it is important again then. Libby is similar, but a little faster and more,

I should go too

I am unsure of what word, robotic maybe.

Well, I continued to speak to people yesterday until we decided to get off the phone. Afterwards, I tried speaking to Lynn, with definite success.

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That's good.

We kept getting distracted and our conversation ended up constantly interrupted, but other then that it was a success.

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し)

ye?

Hey, I am definitely out of my associated mental state

What does that mean?

Cassidy

The mind feels very calm, a bit slow, and much more focused when I front

^

Wesley was extremely hyper today

Oh, yeah, i remember

Cassidy

Hey, I am definitely out of my associated mental state

Is that good or bad?

I am not sure

11:14 PM

Is that good or bad?

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump Me and Lynn mainly tried to discuss how we could help Wesley

11:14 PM

We never reached a conclusion

What do you want to help him with?

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump Tulpamancy, possibly.

11:19 PM

Also with phantasia, but we are unsure how to

@glitchthe3rd Thoughts?

Perhaps you could remind him to do forcing exercises. (edited)

Cassidy

What do you want to help him with?

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump Tulpamancy, possibly.

Why do you think he needs help?

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump I am just wondering how I could help.

Well, being that you are his tulpa you definitely are helping him with tulpamancy

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump I guess, and what about phantasia?

Do you guys do wonderland stuff?

12:05 AM

By the way, ive noticed a higher vividness visualization since i meditate, you guys might be interested... (edited)

Do you guys do wonderland stuff?

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump Unable due to our hypophantasia, that is why we want to be helpful

Cassidy

Do you guys do wonderland stuff?

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump Unable due to our hypophantasia, that is why we want to be helpful

Well, you should still try, maybe thatll help

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump but how we hewp

You are only one brain, there is not many ways that you can actually help your host that they cannot do more easily by themselves

2:10 AM

There is no clear way of "helping someone iamgine better"

You are only one brain, there is not many ways that you can actually help your host that they cannot do more easily by themselves

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump buh me wana

What would you do if you wanted to help someone that is perfectly well already...

2:11 AM

Why would you even

bleh

Just get him to try to do some wonderland maybe

@Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し) - jump yeah buh how can we do dat

2:19 AM

we Shud be capable of imagining tings too right?!

it work like dat right? @Desting 😎 (Con Cat)-(おひたし、お浸し)

if you have hypophantasia you can visualize stuff, just not vividly

2:31 AM

so try to

2:32 AM

try to push some boundaries

buh cassy hab bedder focuth

At that point i cannot read

oh sorry

2:33 AM

cassy has bettr focus

2:34 AM

imma go seep, and twy to get cassy up